today was like kind of at the down side
of a roller coaster ride.
got scolded by mr lim rather harshly
because i was eating dou sa pao in the beethoven
room. i was hurt by what he said :(
but i admit that what he said is true.
what kind of councillor am i?
yeah maybe a lousy one.
was super demoralised by his words.
hai.
and then i wasn't really in a great mood
because of last night's emo thoughts.
it kind of affected me today also.
but not as bad. i just didn't feel like
talking more than i should.

so i reached home,
felt emo again
and then decided i was being an idiot if i
let myself walliow in self pity
so i just wore back my shoes,
changed and then went jogging.
don't know the distance tho.
i just jogged around my estate.
came back took an ice cold shower and
feeling a whole lot more better.
and skinnier :P
no lah.

i realised that i get rid of my stress
best when i exercise.
like really.

celebrated siang wei's birthday today ^^
happy birthday bro.